Drift off,
Away from this place.
Escape
The worn-out feeling
Of having no place.

I remain here
Killing time;
Time is killing me.
You’re the only thing on my mind—
As I struggle to breathe.

If you can’t make it,
How will I?
We both fought so hard,
But you did it with a smile.

There is so much
I still wanted to say,
Like how you are loved
In so many ways.

But, I guess you knew.
And your pain was too great.
Know that I don’t blame you,
Yet your absence leaves
An unbearable weight.

I wish I was a better friend.
I wish I was there in the end.
But I don’t get to wish—
Not even for a final embrace.

Goodbye will take forever.
Please don’t ever leave my mind.
I hope to see you again someday;
Yet I’m not sure when or how.

And here I sit,
In pure disbelief.
Killing time,
While time is killing me.

In the end,
I just hope
That you’re finally
At peace.

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I’m James

James Gale 2024 headshot – a portrait of the artist and writer known for his storytelling and evocative acrylic paintings. Capturing his creative essence, this professional photo represents the artist holding his favorite guitar.

Hi, I’m James Gale, a multi-media artist and autism ambassador from Belgium.

I create music, poetry, and paintings, and I write both fiction and fantasy as well as non-fiction on autism and neurodiversity.

My work explores themes of mental health, identity, and life on the autism spectrum, blending honesty with creativity.

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